Healing w Horus- Innate Manifesting Upgrade

The following is a transcribed account of the recorded group session I facilitated with, Falcon God, Horus. His words and message are shown within ' ' marks. The rest of the content is from my intuitive impressions of what He was showing to me/us. Visit previous blog posts for other sessions with Horus, and, The Divine Egyptian Council; or visit http://www.IntegrateHealing.com for more information.
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We begin with Horus in His bird-man form, seeing the profile to His bird-man face. That tells me He is among us. You can use your imagination to visualize or not visualize whatever impressions come to you. 

Allow yourself to receive energy from Horus’s eye, His eyes. He is beaming energy around the room to each of us, working with the hypothalamus in the brain, pineal gland, how we see ourselves.

You may or may not feel some energy in your right and left brain hemispheres, in the frontal lobe, as He primes us to travel with Him. ‘Opening to the Truth of who you are. The knowing Being that you are. Your authentic power.’

Allow yourself to connect into your core Self. ‘You are not your personality that is not your Truth. It is part of your learning here, it is what makes you your unique human self. But it is not really you. It is not truly you, it is simply a tool for the lessons you signed up for in this lifetime.’

Hearing His falcon shrills as Horus shape shifts into His falcon bird form. He takes flight flying in a circular motion, essentially around our group from left to right motion. Flying around and around. Allow whatever energy to flow that you may be experiencing through out the body.

We come before a golden ankh, the symbol of the doorway to the soul, that everlasting life. That connection to One. Allow yourself to receive the energy that is radiating from this symbol of the ankh. Hearing more of Horus’s falcon shrills as he continues to fly in a circular motion.

We arrive, as I call it, in His cosmic classroom, this place in the cosmos, what you might see depicted as a galactic galaxy kind of picture, a black void with different stars, or reference points of pinpoint light.

‘You choose by accepting your fate. Your desire is your fate.’ Like they’re simultaneously one in the same.

I am shown an image of a new born baby.  You have the blueprint from birth of this lifetime. As it unfolds, you choose the way you move through it, the steps along the way. And those steps are shown to you. Sometimes you may or may not notice those steps, we can consider us to, “misstep,” but there really is no misstep. It’s like one way is maybe easier learning than the other way. Choose your own adventure kind of concept.  There are choices that the personality can make, and there;s choices that the
soul self can make. Since the personality is based in our ego desires, sometimes those choices are more limited vs choosing from a soul perspective, is a more unlimited state of possibility.

Seeing a multi color prism to represent the soul’s experiencing or choosing from the soul self, a myriad of moving colors. The discernment between knowing when we’re choosing from a more personality way vs the soul way, that’s what we are receiving today, is the ability to discern that more clearly to choose from a higher state of consciousness to create more grace and ease as we move through this maze of life.

If you have a life situation, be it a health issue, relationship, job, interpersonal issue, bring that forth within yourself, something that you’ve been contemplating, deciding upon, what course of action to take, how to go about something. Bring up whatever seems prominent right now, that wants to come forth, just allow that. If there’s nothing coming forth, notice what you notice, just be curious, it may present itself later.
Looking at whatever this particular item is from a soul perspective, consciously bring your awareness and breath in to your heart center because it’s a good reference point for the soul. Notice what happens with this particular life situation or decision, not having to figure anything out, just being in a curious place with it from the soul experiencing. Maybe it doesn’t make sense right now, whatever feedback you might be getting, that’s ok, it may makes sense later on when more pieces come together, shown the bigger picture.

Being shown an image of a gift, a white box with a burgundy ribbon bow tied around it. One of those gift boxes you just lift the top off it. The top of it is not completely off, but its slightly turned so that the corners of the box are openly exposed. This is a download, and you can play with the imagery however its showing up to you, noticing what you notice. ‘The gift inside is your divinity. The gift of your true knowing. You already know. It’s a matter of connecting into it.’

Sometimes we may avoid what we already know because our personality doesn’t agree with the answer or the outcome we suspect if we make a certain choice, but to trust that your divinity knows best and it will always take you to a better plane, or better outcome that you maybe haven’t thought of or imagined that could be possible.

Using your imagination or whatever visuals you may or may not have, imagine you are holding this gift box image with the box in your hand, in whatever hand feels right for you. Drop this energetic download down into the space between your heart and solar plexus, dropping it right into that entry point. This is to upgrade your divine knowing, the ability to discern from your divine self. Allowing that energy to flow throughout the body, however you experience that. That life situation that we were working with, it is also being transmuted to a higher state of knowing. I’m hearing psychic auditory toning, to help integrate this energy into your consciousness.

Seeing a vibrant image of a beautiful sunflower that holds sacred geometry in the middle part of it. The sunflower is abundant, it holds many, many seeds of creation once its peaked in its growth cycle.
It is symbolic of ourselves in how we create throughout our lifetime. We have many, many seeds like the sunflower seeds of creation that drop back into the soil to be planted to grow another creation, in this depiction, in this example, it is sunflowers. Some seeds may grow another creation and some maybe don’t and that’s

ok but each seed leads to another inspiration, idea, that is maybe better than the next, there is no right or wrong. Its nurturing and caring for those seeds, ideas you feel most drawn to. Then allowing them to unfurl at their own pace, which another way our personality can interfere with that development that creation that’s incubating and growing. Sometimes we get in the way of those creations, by either over watering it, in this example, or not giving it enough water so it dries out. Either way, it doesn’t really matter because another seed drops. Its never ending. Whatever you don’t see to fruition in this lifetime, you get to do it again, you’ll have other opportunities because this is all an illusion, this embodiment. On the other side of this embodiment is divine flow, it is constant. The 3D reality slows everything down, gives illusion of stagnation, because everything is materialized so it takes longer sometimes for things to materialize because its physical. Much more happening that sometimes our awareness allows us to know, so to trust that.

I’m seeing Horus in is His bird-man form and He is coming around to each of us in
the room, in the front of you, with your third eye chakra located in the mid brow of the forehead. He’s doing something with the pineal gland that is central to your intuitive awareness. Allow yourself to experience whatever you are experiencing. He is making an adjustment, or upgrade to your intuitive knowing so that psychic site can be that much more clear to you. As if he’s cleaning, I see a diamond looking jewel, like he’s polishing it, upgrading that jewel represented by the pineal gland, that brow chakra.

This is also going to enhance your clairaudience, your ability to hear divine guidance, that inner voice, that is usually from your higher self, you may have had that experience in your lifetime where you heard some direct clear voice come through to you, whisper something to you, some insight, that is now going to become stronger for your divine knowing. Hearing some more toning for integration.
Energy running through the cerebral hemisphere of the brain, upgrading any old belief systems that have programmed you to think that you cannot have what you desire for whatever the story has been through your ancestry messaging, that is being upgraded, because that’s not true, that programming, its limited. We are not limited beings, as I’ve said before, the personality is limited, not your, True Self. We are doing an adjustment with the programming of the personality, the mental body, the emotional body, mom and dad’s ideas, all the way back through your ancestry, collapsing a quantum wave of light through all of that.

The symbolism coming to me is a really nice circular sphere, that’s always flowing, from creation back to the void, from creation back to the void. That’s just the cycle of everything, in all forms. The natural cycle, the natural stages of creation, to let that flow without any attachment or story around it. Just as the sun sets and rises and the moon comes and goes, it is the same.

We are attuning to that natural cycle, just as our ancient ancestors lived on this Earth. They were very attuned to the stars, to the planet. They knew the art of manifestation. We are going to dip back into that mastery of when that pure knowing was really prominent, plugging right into that, just as the ancients have done.

Now, imagine yourself, or maybe you already find yourself in a chamber of sorts, shaped as if it’s like a pyramid, this is your time to have your communion, your own private interaction with Horus. You can imagine that however it shows up to you. This is time to ask Him whatever you want to ask Him. Allow yourself to have whatever experience you’re going to have. You may be able to hear him directly speak to you, it may be more of an impression, or maybe its just energy. Allow yourself to have whatever experience with Him that is right for you…… You can wrap up with Him by asking if there is anything else for you to know or receive from Him. Thank Him for whatever He imparted, and He thanks you for being you. Much love. You are very loved.

Seeing a glowing white sphere, representing our akashic record history that we all hold, our blue print of our soul, all the lessons we’ve learned embodied and not embodied. Each previous circle, Horus has done a file cleanup, if you will, I’ll term it that way. My sense is that’s what this is. You can imagine this white sphere, or whatever is showing up in your awareness, if anything. ‘The gift of pure knowing.’

This also has to do with being able to speak your truth in order to receive your Truth. We are taking this energy that is being represented as this white glowing sphere, dropping it into our throat, to help us to have the ability to speak our truth, to be able to carry ourselves in a way that honors our own self, so that we can better move in that flow, that serves us better that’s maybe different from another’s. Once again, old stories are unraveling about setting boundaries, being comfortable doing that. This is just your truth, that’s all it is, let the rest fall away. Follow that knowing, even if you’re not sure where its going to lead you, trust it. These changes are occurring throughout all time, through all lifetimes, all experiencing, parallel lives, it’s all syncing up into, One. Also, all the reference points for this lifetime, and other lifetimes when you have followed your truth, remembering what that felt like, that’s also becoming very succinct. That remembering from other lifetimes, so you can remember it now in this lifetime. Let that expand throughout your core, like a big column of light coming through your whole core, a “pillar of knowing.”

‘You have done well. You are GREAT. You always have been, because there is no other way to be. You are GREAT. Don’t let the personality trick you into telling you anything different, you are GREAT. Emotions are emotions, that’s all that they are. It is not necessary to attach thoughts to the emotions, just let them come through and let them come out. You are Great. You are a Great One. Follow your heart’s desire, that is the key. Be open to receive. You already have it. Great Ones be True. Magnificent beings, joyful beings. Beautiful beings. Thank the body. It is where your being-ness rests. Thank the body and all the lessons it possesses for you, your learning in this life. It is your ally, it is your friend. Pay attention to all that it has to offer you, it is your guide through this Earth plane, this life.’

Looks as though we are wearing a crown of sorts, a golden band with jewels hanging off of it. We all have one we’re wearing. I take it as a symbol of this initiation ceremony today, of the gifts that we remembered, symbol of your true divinity, that majesty that you are.  ‘True love that you are. Blessings. Blessed.’

Horus now shapeshifts back into His falcon bird form as He flies around our group, right to left, in a circular motion hearing His shrills. Taking with us all the lessons given to us. Coming back into this time and space as we travel with Him. Integrating. Resting softly in the body as you come back fully into this room.

December Healing with Horus Circle- The Golden Thread

Coming into this second circle, the impression I received from Horus was the lesson would center on the discernment of allowing the Heart to guide us through life.  I once again forgot my recording device, so this summary is written from my notes promptly after the healing group concluded.

We began with Horus energetically standing with the group in the room in His bird man form.  He began by emitting His energy into the group, infusing us. He seemed to be attuning/priming us to 'fly' with Him to His 'cosmic classroom.'  He then blessed us with the Ankh, going into His Ankh meditation. I saw it drop open in the group before us, "A gateway, to where man is made from." "A gateway within to your Divinity."  "Trust your core knowing, remember who you are." "You know the Truth, trust it," heart centered consciousness 'download' from Horus.

Once the Ankh blessing concluded, Horus then shape shifted into His falcon form, and circled the group, flying around us, from left to right, several times, hearing His falcon shrills as He did so. This is Him taking us to another portal/realm, flying in a spiral with Him, dropping into the cosmos, cosmic connection, with an image of being out in space, surrounded by stars- "The void from which you come from, where man is created."

I then saw the blue flame of creation from within each of us and cosmos from which we come from. "It (creation) happens in a blink of an eye," like a match striking a flame.


I saw the group members each tuned in to their blue flame/soul light, and Horus helped them to turn it up brighter/stronger, like turning up a pilot light. As this is happening, we got another Akashic  upgrade, like a defrag for a computer system, a file clean up to remove any unnecessary obstructions to your evolving, for the time is now to come together as One knowing while still honoring each other's differences, recognizing the inner beauty of it.  Last group, the Akashic showed up as a light sphere, as it did this time, Horus upgraded that for us, along with the collective's and Earth. 

We built an energetic grid starting first within our group heart connection, that spread, connecting are awareness into the sea kingdom- whales, dolphins, turtles, fishes; then to the animal kingdom on land- leopards, elephants, antelope, all four legged friends, including all of our domestics. Those very wise beings who do not war with each other, they live in divine collaboration with each other and the planet. We also connected into the plant kingdom. After establishing the connection to the Earth grid and kingdoms on the planet, we expanded out to all the other healing groups doing similar work, and charged up the grid with our blessing for the highest and best.

Horus upgraded our brains, calibrating the cerebral cortex, hypothalamus, pineal gland to adjust our bodies and nervous system, our processing centers in the brain to these cosmic energies from Horus and the natural kingdoms so we can move through life with more ease and grace.

At the peak of the attunement, Horus downloaded the 'Golden Compass Heart Center' upgrade- "Golden Thread" calibration. The Gold Thread of consciousness, (a term I had not heard of until this moment) the connection to All, the oneness to everything. Remembering 'That' from which you are. You are That with the animals, the plants, stars, with each other, embodied together, and apart from from the illusion of bodies. Realizing beyond, the other side, the True Reality, coming out of 3D awareness, expanding, awakening to 4D and beyond.

Horus went to each person and downloaded the same symbols from the first group experience, into the crown, on top of the rear part of the head. For those present from the first group, who already had them, they received adjustments to theirs. I am still learning about these symbols as I work with them in my consciousness, and will go into more detail about them at a later date. The impression I have to call them, are Ka (top square shape) and Ra (bottom spiral). They will teach us over time, as we become more familiar with them.

Next, I felt to allow members to have their own private interaction with Horus, so they could chat with Him internally. After some 1:1 time with Him, we closed the group when Horus transformed into falcon form and flew from right to left several times around the group to close, bringing us back energetically to the 3D where we physically reside. Once we were back, I saw Him in his bird man form, standing among us again, and He gave a final blessing, holding His staff in front of Him. By the end of the session, the energy felt very loving, full, and clear.

Healing w Horus Circle- First Session

On November 4th I facilitated the first, Healing with Horus circle with a small group.  I have felt Horus 'nudging' me for a couple months to put a group together to do some sort of healing work with Him. So, I took a leap of faith, answered His call, and put together an intimate group of people who were already familiar with me and my work, since I did not know what exactly was in store.  You may read previous blog posts for my background/history in working with Horus and other deities.

The intuitive impression I had coming into the session was that those present would receive a physical and emotional healing, as well as a global connection and healing. The morning of the session, the word, 'Initiation,' came to mind. I didn't exactly know what else to expect until I sat down and started the process with Horus and the group.  I began similar to the Divine Egyptian Council journey sessions, (see past blog entries) by leading the group into a meditative state, and sharing what I saw and felt occurring with Horus and the group during the session. I could feel Horus's energy strongly coming into the session. I did not record this first session, so the summary of it below, is by memory recall...

As Horus began to work with the group, I saw Him bring forward a sphere of energy within each of us, that we held in our hands, in front of the solar plexus chakra. The sphere represented our Akashic records, the blueprint of the soul.

He upgraded all of our 'spheres'/records, as if we cleaned up an old filing cabinet, our current DNA included.

Then I saw our heart centers open up to a glowing warm light, and some sort of spiral looking symbol drop in, I couldn't see it very clearly.  Horus then shifted into His falcon form and circled the group, right to left, numerous times, and I could hear his bird shrills, as I often do when he flies in a circular motion.

He then shifted into his bird-man form and went around to each group member, standing behind them, placing two different symbols on top of the back of the crown, one of the symbols was the spiral looking one, I had seen as the 'center piece' of the session.

Horus then connected the heart center up into the brain stem, the hippocampus seemed prominent in this upgrade. The hippocampus is a small organ located within the brain's medial temporal lobe and forms an important part of the limbic system, the region that regulates emotions. The hippocampus is associated mainly with memory, in particular long-term memory. The organ also plays an important role in spatial navigation. This makes sense that He focused on the hippocampus, since this session was all about upgrading our awareness of our Higher Self, or Source, to navigate life from that perspective, rather then from our emotional states and ego desires, and 'remembering' our Truth. 

I sensed a lot of energy running and connecting from the heart center, up into the brain, connecting into the frontal lobe, into the the eyes- for how we 'see,' the world. As if to bring the intelligence of the heart/awareness into the brain 'wiring.' This energy/consciousness ran up and down the spine, all throughout the nervous system, down to the DNA and cellular level. 

I repeated what I heard Horus state during this upgrade segment, much of it that I cannot recall by memory clearly- with the exception of one message I remember:  "There are no secrets or mysteries. You are the mystery coming forth." I interpret this statement as, you are the Divine Truth, you are the embodiment of it. Schools and groups that claim they have, the kept ancient secrets, are false in their claims, since, You are The Mystery. These groups may assist you in your spiritual growth and development, but ultimately, you already possess what 'they' say they possess.

These enhancements created a clearer connection and awareness to the Higher Self vs. ego self, making it easier to act from the soul perspective.  I was shown an image of the body being peeled back, revealing the soul Self. The energy felt invigorating. Horus then flew in His falcon form, right to left, around the group, several times, hearing His shrills. Perhaps Horus flying around the group is to open and close His attunement/initiation... I'm sure I will learn more as this work with Him continues to unfold.

Once this upgrade of awareness/remembering was 'installed,' I then saw all of us in the group connect heart to heart, building a grid of light that connected in the center point of the Source, located in the middle of our group. I was shown an example of what happens when you become disconnected from Source and with each other, the individual is 'darkened,' 'lost,' in fear and separation.  From our group grid, we then branched out and visualized to connect into all the many other groups across the world who are holding similar states of healing light, while aligning into the Earth's energetic grid system. We collapsed a wave of Light from our heart center through out the global grid to amplify healing for All. 

After spending some time amplipying our light with the light of All, including with Earth Mother, we transitioned out of the global connection, back to our group grid, and came back into the body with our awareness, as I took us out of the meditative state.

Since this session with Horus, I have felt it to be much easier to remember my Higher Self perspective when sitting in doubt or fear. I've been experiencing more of a neutral state, and less fear.

Unification In Creation: Divine Egyptian Council Ceremony- Isis, Mary, & Company

The following entry is transcribed from a recorded hour long shamanic style group journey session, intuited and transmitted by, Jennifer Yost. You may also check out previous blog posts for past journey sessions.  The * mark indicates additional commentary/insights in the comment section at the end of the post. Italics are used for my intuitive impressions during the journey, said aloud, that are not quotes from the interaction with the deity.
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Horus begins his circling pattern in His falcon bird form as He flies through the sky in a circular motion opening up the portal for us to follow Him through. Allow yourself to fly with Horus, as He circles, and circles, creating this opening from this realm into another. Like a funnel of a tube as we come through it. We come into another space and time.

The first thing I notice as we come through into this other space and time, is a tree and Horus is now in His bird man form as we gather around in a group with Him. We follow Him as He takes us over to a building that looks like a castle-like structure, something out of Camelot. The bricks look to be an off white color, with a middle section, with two circular structures on either side with pointed roofs on the circular structures and then the main middle one, looks like a classic castle. *1) See commentary below.

We approach this building, coming closer and closer as we gather around some stairs that lead to the main entrance. See yourself walk up the stairs, up to the top part of these stairs to the doorway. Horus faces out towards us from the doorway. I notice His falcon face. Getting a closer look at His eye. His right eye, the right side of His face, the Eye of Horus symbol, I am seeing. He transmits energy from this third eye. Words from Horus, “This is your knowing.” A Symbol of your soul self. An activation of your Eye of Knowing, Eye of God, that we all possess. Feels like an activation, a remembering of that, bringing that forth in your consciousness. Feeling that energy spread out in the chest, in the heart center. Allow yourself to receive that energy however you receive it.

      

It is time to enter the building, we follow Horus as we step through this entrance, down a darkened corridor with torches lit up on either side of the walls, we walk down this corridor following Horus inside. 

We come to an opening, a chamber, where you may notice some other Beings who are standing there as we approach and come before Lord Vishnu. He appears to be sitting on some sort of throne, kinda like a big cushion type looking chair, looks like He’s cross legged. His usual crown of snakes, cobras, those are out, but relatively mellow. Noticing a lot of golden energy surrounding Vishnu today, and the snakes have a pink hue to them on the outer parts and the inner parts of their bodies have a shimmering translucent golden hue to their body, and the outer parts have a pink bluish hue to them. I see Vishnu’s face with His blue skin, with His black hair, and His golden crown on His head.   

Hearing toning coming from Vishnu. Auditory psychic toning, helping our energy bodies adjust to their frequency. Message from Him, "Now is the time of plenty, you have been gifted this life now and hereafter. This is not random as to why you’re here. You’ve been chosen as a seeker. With your gifts to offer and share with others of your kind, (referring to our human race), we are here to help you in your process of unfolding and offering what you have to share for the betterment of all. We are all interconnected. The energy that we are is also connected and reflected back from these beings." I hear more toning from Him.

I see a female figure profile, her black hair, black bangs, very classic Egyptian style, with tan skin. I see a woman’s silhouette of her face. The Divine Feminine. “This is your divine feminine, let it rise, consciously unconsciously. All you have to do is be in a state of allowing, we will do the rest," message from Vishnu.  Allow this feminine energy that resides within you to rise up even more so than it ever has been, integrating, even more so to be received by the divine masculine that we carry within. Allowing the divine masculine to give the divine feminine energy a platform to come into balance and harmony as they collaborate together. I hear more toning from Vishnu, integrating these energies. Feeling waves of energy, noticing what you notice.

I now see Anubis, come forth. The God of Dark, Underworld, He assists in the transition between light and dark. He steps forward with His golden staff in His hand. Notice what you notice with His energy and your experience with Him. He now takes us on a cosmic journey. I see hyperspace, what you’d see in a movie, going through another paradigm with Anubis. And Horus follows in the rear of the group, we are sandwiched between Anubis and Horus as we access another point in consciousness.

We drop into a scene that looks like nature, in a grassy knoll, with a nice lovely tree, leafy, big luscious tree, not tropical, but a rich rain forest feel in nature, green soft grass, soft ground. Looks to be an outdoor classroom as we sit before Isis, with Mary standing off from her right shoulder to the side of Isis. We sit before these two goddesses. Isis has Her golden staff and golden cobra snake symbol of transmutation, and gold, is very pure. WE are going to have some transmutation in this lesson today. 

Hearing auditory toning from Isis for our energy bodies, experience the energy however you sense it, noticing what you notice. It sounds very high pitched in tone, very upper chakra, around the crown. Isis speaks, “You are one with all, with the universe, you are infinity, your awareness, consciousness goes far beyond your physical structure, your body, it is that of illusion. You are here to grow in order to become back into the One from this illusion of separation. Everything returns, is of the One Source. It is no mistake that you came here to live this life. It may not make sense now. It is within your return that you Know. Connect to that Knowing. This is your Truth. You are the Source, you are the Light, shadow is cast from mistaken beliefs, but even those beliefs return back to Source. Learning modules. You cannot escape this. There is no turning back. You have come here to learn and that is what you are doing. I accept you as One Being, as All. Receive now the gift of your Knowing even if you don’t exactly know what that is. Open to receive, open to your Knowing, open to your divinity. It is in your heart of Knowing. You’ve done this before, you’ve done this before, you’ve done this before. You’ve done this many times over. Same dance different body.” 

Mary comes forward, with her hands, arms open. We receive a blessing from her. “I am your True One. I am your mercy. You are always forgiven, child of Light, you are that Light, there is nothing to be forgiven. I love you. You are One with God. Receive this blessing.” All the way to your core. In her hand she holds a ruby color, jewel or rose with pink energy coming from it as she holds it extending it out to us to receive this divine jewel. Any parts of you that have been in conflict, this energy is calling those parts back in to this divinity, into this pure love. All odds are gone. “The heart of consciousness I bequeath to you, to All. Before you were even birthed into this life, this is you, all the way back to the One.” 
*2)See commentary below.

I see Mother Mary with her halo as she is depicted holding the baby Jesus. Blessing the child-mother connection. Receive healing to your experience with your mother, your child-mother relationship in this lifetime and any other lifetimes ago. Coming back to the Truth of this divine connection, this divine nurturing of give and take, balancing more than enough. You are pure energy that cannot be shattered. Infinite. 
*3)See commentary below.

I hear more auditory toning from Isis. Noticing multi colored flowers before Mother Mary and Isis’s feet. Representing new life, bountiful life, beauty, eloquence, grace. Isis, “This is the way to transcend and move through the world you live in, through beauty, art, expression of love for your own humanity, for your own inner truths, this is what you’ve come here to do. Open to joy, open to love freely.”

Anubis joins in with His energy, seeing his canine looking face. Noticing this divine beauty energy offered to us, this download reawakening, as it interfaces with Anubis, the God of the Underworld, of darkness. Noticing what you notice with these energies, with whatever experience you may be having. Anubis is showing us when you encounter darkness from this beautiful state, your natural state of divinity, how it can transmute perceived darkness into light, healing. And actually to where you don’t even encounter the darkness anymore, it is no longer a part of your illusion. You’ve learned from the dichotomy, you’ve gotten the lesson. Allow yourself to receive this gift of light to bring forth in whatever form you express it in. Know you are helped and guided by these divine beings. You can always call upon Anubis when faced in darkness or fear, allow Him to show you the way. Connecting back into this beautiful divine place in your consciousness, your heart. Seeing the colorful flowers imagery—connecting with those as you just observed any perceived darkness.

Horus steps forward. He brings a resolute Truth energy, cuts through any kind of darkness when you align in what Truly is.

Now seeing another female deity, beautiful face, long black wavy hair, her skin is light, with a yellow hue, rounder looking face, big eyes. She is showing me a red apple with Her, and a golden looking cane or rod. This is the third feminine goddess that I am not quite familiar with, can’t identify, and She tells me it doesn’t matter who She is- she has some sort of Asian looking descent to Her. *4) See commentary below.

I am seeing a red apple and the seeds inside of this apple, everything comes from the beginning of a seed, like planting a seed of potential and how you tend to that seed is what it becomes. Everything starts from a seed form, and then can blossom into form. Like this red apple, and then you consume it and it cycles again and comes back into the zero point of nothingness. Symbolic of the life cycle or an idea cycle. When you have the inspiration to create something you bring it to form, you tend to it, nurture it, it has its peak and then it falls away. Aligning with the cycle of destruction and creation, and again it is all One thing. *5) See commentary below. 
This symbolic apple, I’ll call it a download, its dropping into our solar plexus chakra, into the core self, that core part of us, our Divine Will. To trust more in our inspiration and callings from Spirit, to bring those ideas to fruition because everything moves in a spiral, around and around, and around, until you just come to One, a place of Oneness and then you have all that there is right now. Allow that to activate within your conscious Knowing to bring forth into your outer life. Feeling energy circulating all through my core, and my arms, back, chest, my cerebral hemisphere in my head, allow yourself to experience whatever you are experiencing. Integrating with these energies.

Now it is time to follow Anubis back to the way we came here, and as we do so you may give your reverence to these divine Goddesses, thanking them for what they gave to us, this lesson of unifying within the self, as well as at One with your creation, at One with your life creation.

Now we slide back down through this cosmic tube or worm hole, as I see that hyperspace looking scene moving through. One by one, we drop back to the chamber where we were at before. The floor looks to be these big stone tiles as we come back in and stand before Vishnu, surrounded by the other deities that are present. You may notice those Beings around you. This brings us to, ‘the cauldron segment’ where you can transmute old patterns, things that you’ve been fearful of, or receive insights into something you have felt stalled on or stuck. Envision whatever the pattern is whatever insight into allow it to become a symbol, allow your imagination to create something, whatever comes up in your vision or experience.

Whenever you’re ready there is a big black cauldron, and there is Isis and crocodile deity, Ammit with Her. When you are ready, you can approach that cauldron and drop the issue/pattern that’s in a symbol form into the cauldron for Isis and Ammit to transmute and evolve. Allow yourself to bring forth whatever you wish 

to bring forth and drop it in whenever you are ready. Once you’ve done this, Isis and Ammit go off to the side. Now you may ask the council any inquiries you have and see who comes forward to answer it, can be personal or global.

Journey member present asks, “May I see your face, Isis?

May I see your face, Divine Mother?”

Mary is holding your face wiping it with a cloth, like tears. (member emotional) ”There, there, my child, you have traveled so far in your knowing. You’ve come here to do exactly what you’re doing, you’re on target, we have you. You’re very loved.” She’s offering you a red rose. (member emotional) She knows you’ve been hurt by the thorns but the beauty has always been there, holding you. “There, there, my child. This is your divine gift. We have never left you. (member emotional) Receive this healing.” She’s giving you a kiss on the forehead. Member responds, "I love you." They reflect that love right back. Member, "Thank you." Mary responds, “You are very blessed. Go forth my child, be free, be free in this love, release yourself. You are the creator. Blessings, blessings.” Member, "You are so beautiful." (emotional) Mary says, “I am your reflection.”
*6)See commentary below.

Begin to bring your interaction to a close, thanking that being or beings.

We now turn back our attention to Lord Vishnu. His energy calls us together. He is smiling. Feel the beauty. Vishnu speaks, “This is the Truth, this is who you are, everything else is imagined. This is you. This is what you came here to remember. We love you, we love you, we love you.” He’s making eye contact with each and every one of us with His Love and this immense light coming out from Him. Receive Vishnu’s light, blessing of Love. This reference point is in your consciousness that you can tap into at any time to help you remember when you encounter darkness or fear, come back into this Divine Knowing. I see a light switch that Vishnu is showing me- turn the light switch on when it’s gotten flipped off. Turn it back on, turning the lights back on.

We now depart in this goodness, usher in a new dawn, a new day. This Activation, this Remembering, this reference of Knowing. We gather as a group and follow Horus’s lead as He takes us back out of this chamber. You can say good bye to the beings that supported you today, thanking them for these gifts, as we one by one follow Horus back down the corridor lit up by torches, following Him back outside the entrance.

We come back outside onto the patio area of the entrance, at the top of the stairs where its much brighter outside the chamber. We regroup here, Isis also joins us outside and comes around the group with her energy. She says, “This knowledge is for you to impart in any way you see fit, any form of expression that resonates with you, if you so choose. Blessings.” Feeling love from Her, She gives her final blessing. She returns back into the entrance of the corridor. Horus takes us back down the stairs, onto the ground of the Earth. We follow Him into a meadow area as He changes into His falcon bird form and takes flight, and we go with Him. I hear His shrills as He flies in a circular motion in the sky, opening up the portal way as we go with Him back into this Earth plane, one by one, falling back here into our physical experience in our God given bodies, feeling your feet on the floor noticing your legs, your hands and fingers, wiggling your toes and fingers, noticing your breath, that life giving breath. Whenever you are ready, you can slowly open your eyes and reorient to this 3D realm here, taking your time integrating your experience knowing you now have this conscious reference.
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In summary, this journey seemed to be focused on helping us wake up to our incarnation and remembering our true identity as the, Soul Self. Mother Mary showing us the way in forgiving and loving the human aspects of ourselves, opening us back up to our true divine nature. We received healing in our relating to, The Mother, as in, with our own mother, Earth Mother, and the divine feminine. We awakened more to the Truth of the pure love we are, and received energetic upgrades in our consciousness for navigating through fear provoking situations.  'The red apple download' should give us more clarity in our divine purpose, our callings from Spirit, the direction much more accessible for us to take action in our soul's callings, without the presence of fear in doing so. Since the peak of the journey featured three 'Mother' deities, it seems that the theme of it, was all about creating, realizing our unconditional loving essence, and healing on all levels of 'mother' and the feminine within us. And, we now have the energetic reference point in our consciousness from Vishnu and company, to 'turn the lights back on' when fear presents itself, simply by remembering it, enabling us to easily stay centered in the knowing of the Soul Self.

1) Thus far, each journey we travel to a different type of building to meet with the deities. This time, I decided to research the symbolism of castles and here’s what I found online: ‘In Meister Eckhart's Sermons: ‘There is within the soul a castle, it is the castle of pure Oneness. The Taoist treatise, The Secret of the Golden Flower, recommends the fortification and defense of the Primeval Castle, which is the home of the Spirit or, in Zen terminology, the natural self. Thus castles are placed among the symbols of transcendence. The funerary temples which the Pharaohs built beside their tombs were called ‘castles of millions of years’. Just like the royal tombs, they were destined to stand for ever and to link the fate of human grandeur with that of the gods. Spiritual transcendence is the castle’s protection. The castle symbolizes the realization of the heart’s desire, the awakening of the conscious mind.’ Dreamicus.com

2) Post journey, I am quite sure the ‘jewel’ that Mary offered us was, ‘The Feast of the Immaculate Heart of Mary.’ This term, is a devotional name used to refer to the interior life of the Blessed Virgin Mary, her joys and sorrows, her virtues and hidden perfections, and above all, her virginal love for God the Father, her maternal love for her son Jesus, and her compassionate love for all persons.  According to Roman Catholic theology, soul and body are necessary to the constitution of man. The devotion to the Sacred Heart of Jesus is especially directed to the “Divine Heart”, as overflowing with love for humanity.’ Newmanconnection.com. I interpret this offering from Mary for us to embrace, and unconditionally love our imperfect humanity.

3) I couldn’t find very concise information for the symbolism, but what seemed to resonate in researching the imagery from multiple sites from my findings as one meaning of the Madonna and Child, “She Who Shows the Way,” and also symbolic 'to remind us of the torments the Son of God will suffer in the future.' I interpret this offering from Mary as the suffering and pain we experience in our human incarnations, and receiving a blessing from our Divine Mother who always is looking after us, in compassion, and love, just as we must learn how to give to ourselves.

4) Leading up to this journey session, intuitively, I knew Isis was the featured Teacher, and that Mother Mary would be accompanying Her, along with another female deity whom was not clear who it would be but I had the impression it is one that I had not met before. My impression ended up being accurate, but I still could not identify the unknown deity at the time of the journey. In my post research, I could not really find any female goddesses to be connected to a red apple. I did find a Hindu affiliated goddess, Durga, and from the imagery I found, it resembled what she looked like in my mind’s eye. She is known to be the, ‘Protective Mother of the Universe.’ In the Hindu faith, she is one of the most popular deities, a protector of all that is good and harmonious in the world. Durga is frequently depicted standing atop or riding a tiger or lion, which represents power, will, and determination- this seems to coincide with the apple download into our solar plexus chakra of will power- And in riding this fearsome beast, Durga symbolizes her mastery over all these qualities. Typically depicted in a bold pose called, Abhay Mudra, which means "freedom from fear."  I also found that She is celebrated and honored typically in September or October, which this journey was held in September. So given these ‘clues,’ I suspect it may be Her since she also appeared to us, with two other Divine Mother figures.

5) The apple is rich in symbolic meanings, from many different religions, and myths. The meaning ranges from, the temptation and discord of man to, abundance, love, beauty, happiness, knowledge, and immortality. In the legend of King Arthur, the apple is associated with powerful forces of creation, death, and rebirth. Other insight I found from Joseph Panek’s blog also resonates with the messaging received from this journey session. Through Panek’s research he writes, ‘Within the circular confines of the apple, “The All,” is contained the symbolism of the two aspects necessary for creation in the realm of matter:  the spiritual and the seeded ‘vulva’ (apple representing female, seeds, male). When these two aspects are joined together, creation occurs. This is why the apple, which contains within it the symbolism of the spiritual and material aspects of creation, is the representative fruit of the creative process. In the apple we find, symbolically, the spiritual (five pointed star) and the material (seeded vulva) encircled by, “The All.” ’ Aseekersthoughts.com

6) Q/A segment After the transmutation cauldron segment, we open it up to journey members to have a Q/A session. This can entail internal dialogue with the deities about inquiries, or members are welcome to state inquiries aloud. The exchange that occurred with a member and Mother Mary/Isis was emotional and rather profound for the member’s experience. When the dialogue between the member and Mary began, I responded back to him the words and impressions I was hearing from Mary. After we came out of the journey, the member shared that his interaction with Mary was a deep healing for his relationship with his mother. He shared how as a child, his love for his mother was never expressed back to him from her. Mary’s healing gave him the insight that the love he perceived of not receiving from his mother, was always there because he has always been Love and very loved by Mother, despite being ‘hurt by the thorns of the rose.’ The red rose has been associated with Mary, symbolizing the pain that can come with Earth bound love that is often beautiful and painful, just as She and Her son, Jesus suffered in the human embodiment that His Crucification symbolizes. The member also shared that red roses are his mother’s favorite flower and he has a picture of them in the guest bedroom of his home where his mother stays while visiting.