Friday, April 28, 2017

April Divine Council Journey- Resurrection Purification Ceremony

The following entry is transcribed from a recorded hour long shamanic style group journey session, intuited and transmitted by, Jennifer Yost. You may also check out previous blog posts for past journey sessions.
Begin by connecting into your breath and body, establishing a strong awareness and flow to each, grounded in Earth Gaia.

Horus stands behind me, letting me know He is ready when we are.  Give yourself permission to receive the highest and best healing, blessings, and teachings from these, Divine Ones, for the highest best good for all involved on all levels.

Horus transforms into His falcon bird body, flying through the sky, I hear His falcon shrills. He begins to fly in swirling spirals in the sky, wings expanded.  Circling and circling, we fly with Him as a group together through the portal that He is opening up. Allow yourself to come through this portal, traveling as a group into this other plane of consciousness, this other state of being that is our Truth.

 As my vision begins to clear more, I see a scene of a mountain range off in the distance. An oasis of mountains, Himalayan looking mountains perhaps, a green color to them, not necessarily any snow on them. Before the mountains is a very golden, shiny looking pyramid building. With Horus, we follow Him leading us over to this golden pyramid that has a bright golden sheen to it.  

We gather near some stairs that we are going to walk up to the entrance of this pyramid as a group. See yourself walking up these stone stairs, as we come up to a landing outside of the entrance. Isis is standing there to greet us. She is holding an ankh in one hand and Her staff in the other. The staff is in the right hand and the ankh is in the left.  It appears She has handed Her staff to Horus who is standing before us in front of the entrance and He is giving us directions before we enter. Isis now hands the ankh to Horus and He holds it up with His left hand. 

Allow yourself to notice what you notice with the energy of this ankh that it is emitting to the group. You might even be able to hear the energy as a frequency, a sound frequency throughout the body, all the way to the cellular make up of the body.  Waves of energy coming through, allow yourself to receive this blessing of the ankh’s energy, and what it symbolizes of eternal life; Your True Divine nature; the doorway inward.

Now its time to enter the building through the dark entrance. We enter and follow Horus and Isis down a dark corridor, lit up by torches on either side of us. We now come into a chamber with the rest of the deities are waiting for us.

We come before Lord Vishnu. He has light blue skin. I am noticing His crown today, golden with some sort of pink foliage. His cobra snakes are not activated right now, He seems to not be showing those at the moment. He is also being joined by the other blue skinned goddess who plays a stringed instrument, Saraswathi.

Noticing Vishnu’s conch shell that He holds, there is sound coming from it along with Saraswathi’s stringed instrument. We receive a sound bath from them. Vishnu’s message, “You are enlightened ones from birth. You’re here to remember. You’ve come a long way, divinely loved and cherished in our minds and hearts.” He extends His lotus flower out before us, “This is, The Flower of Life, that you have been Blessed with. You are pure energy, all else is illusion. Your fears your worries your doubts, all illusion, constructs of the mind. What this flower represents is your Divine Truth, you are This, This is That. Go forth in your eternal knowing.’

I see Vishnu’s face very clearly, His black, long hair, His light blue skin with His cherry colored lips, black eyebrows. He is transmitting energy from His face. Allow yourself to receive this energy from Vishnu, as Saraswathi plays Her stringed instrument to help integrate the energy. This flushes out all of our impurities; impure thoughts, beliefs, that are no longer in alignment with who you truly really are. Allow these impurities to fall away as they dissolve to this sound energetic bath. As we receive this sound healing, I notice my lower chakras where Divine Creation stems from. These chakras feel like they’re getting an upgrade. Fight or flight response as well as how we create. A new way of being when faced with fear. A new way of being in your creative process. In a state of allowing, knowing that you are protected and guided at all times in you Divine Knowing.

Now we shift to Horus. He is in His bird man form, and is holding His golden staff in His left hand, Anubis is with Him. It appears the scene is changing, they are showing us another gateway, that they are going to accompany us to go through. I also see Osiris, the Father. We go with Anubis and Horus through this gateway of energy, that looks like moving white light, like being in hyper space. Allow yourself to go into this gateway of time and space, its appears to be a worm hole.

We then drop out of the worm hole we traveled through into a chamber looking space, that looks like a cave, with black slate rock. Osiris is sitting on a poofy red looking pillow with golden tassels hanging off each corner of it. I can see His green skin and His headpiece, His white crown, and is wearing a white robe. We are invited to sit before Osiris with Anubis and Horus on either side of Him.

I see in my minds eye what appears to be Hathor the ox (cow), I see an image of an ox, a head of an ox, the color of the ox head is black, like the slate rock color, golden ring in the nostrils of the nose of the ox, the white horns that are curving upward with the sun disc between them, Hathor is also here with us in the chamber. With Her, I see the winged symbol with the sun shining brightly, the symbol of resurrection of all that there is and ever was.

Horus is now in His falcon form as we are about to receive a download from Him accompanied by Hathor energy, into our Heart center. The imagery that I am seeing is like a compartment where your heart is being opened now, like a panel. We are going to receive an upgrade for our cosmic hearts. Horus is doing this, seeing him also fly, simultaneously rewiring our heart center, reconstructing it to match more in their frequency… The frequency of the heavens, the frequency of the majesty of the seas, the oceans, the flowers, nature kingdom… The birds, the bees, the insects, the animals. The animal kingdom, plant kingdom, insect kingdom;  all that is natural.
A geometric looking shape now comes in, like a geometric ball. Its constructed of triangles but in ball shape. And it is being dropped into our heart center chakra. Inhale and exhale to allow this download to come through. Now that’s uploading sacred geometry throughout the body, in all the systems of the body; the meridian system, belief systems… This is your sacred divinity being brought to the forefront of your memory of your consciousness, your divine knowing, its creating a clear space for That, for you to be present with it connecting simultaneously with That, its just right there.  An angelic being now coming in to view, with a cosmic background, is blowing a trumpet, an angelic winged being, with light skin, its calibrating us to this heavenly frequency for integration, a very celestial quality.

Now we are receiving a blessing from Father Osiris. Noticing the color of His face, His green skin and chin beard, along with his crown. He holds his arms open, “This is your divine opening, you have spent lifetimes here. This is not new, you have known this all along, and now you are living it embodied in flesh and blood.” He’s holding a sphere of energy between His hands, a ball of energy. My impression of the sphere is that it is symbolic of the record of man/ mankind; the remembering. We receive an Activation from Him. This ‘sphere Activation’ is representative of a seed that is within every human soul, spark of life, blue flame, a Life activation of sorts.
This feels like it’s being activated near the solar plexus where the base of the solar plexus is.  All you have to do to activate this is with your own permission to do so. Imagine like a pilot light turning on. Whenever you are ready, you can turn on your pilot light, or ignite it like a lantern light… Eternal flame of Truth, your soul spark. This is your resurrection. Rise. You are now free to rise out of all that you have come from, like a malting of sorts; like shaking off an old shell of what you once identified as, or was, whatever that is. And now just being metaphorically reborn, coming out of this egg shell/egg, newly hatched. New skin, new eyes.

Now we are receiving a blessing from Anubis, God of the Underworld. He holds His golden staff, He congratulates us from rising up out of, The Underworld once again. We receive a purification of
waters from Him, water droplets, seeing a waterfall that Anubis is standing next to. As we leave this chamber we have gathered in, and as we do so, Anubis is standing to the side of this falling, purifying water. Now with our new sense of knowing, new bodies, our way of sensing through the body, as we enter back through that portal, that worm hole we traveled through, we are going to pass through this purifying water. One by one, allow yourself to walk under this water fall of the purifying essence of water with Anubis’s blessings, and let that worm hole propel you though time and space once again. Like a giant cosmic water slide. As we one by one pop back into that original chamber that we were gathered in with Vishnu and company.

All of us gathered back into the main chamber, we see the Goddess Maat, the goddess that is the keeper of the Feather of Truth. Standing together, She comes around with Her
Feather of Truth, tapping it right on our chest, over our hearts, one by one, tap, tap, tap, tap, Activation! This is a solidification of this ceremony. She also appears to be giving each of us a gentle kiss on the forehead with Her blessings.

Now we shift to the more personal cauldron segment with Isis and Ammit. You may now transmute any pattern in your life, behavioral, relational, or some area you are feeling stuck, let that come into your awareness, and allow whatever this is for you to turn into a symbol, let it transmute into a symbolic image. Whenever you are ready, approach the cauldron before Ammit and Isis, and drop it into the cauldron for Isis to transmute, and for Ammit to devour. It’s no longer needed, its served its purpose. You have received all the blessings that it has provided, it is time to learn in a new way that better serves you today, let yourself be This. The segment closes into the question answer portion. You may ask any questions to the deities, you may have your own conversation with them. The response can come as a feeling, clear message, image, impression or maybe nothing at all, it is your experience. Take this time to have your inquires answered. Finish up your exchange with the deity or deities you were interacting with, thanking them. You know the rest. Close out the q/a segment.

My attention is directed back to Vishnu, and the quality of the other deities present. Lakshmi is shown, with peach colored skin; a celebratory vibe, Krishna playing His flute, feels very celebratory. They are clapping, their instruments being played; I see Ganesha. They are very happy with us, very glad that we have joined them today and received what they have offered us. Hanuman, the monkey God, Mother Mary, Yeshwa, Thoth, are seen; really a rejoicing state for us. They are telling us to go in peace, we’ve known the way all a long, we have all that we need, and always will. “We love you, we invite you to just Be.” Lakshmi steps forward, wearing some sort of orange pants, with a vision of gold coins, and a stringed instrument; it feels like she’s giving us a blessing, “All the abundance within you is to share with yourself and others freely, free from fear, all is Love, in the expression of God.”

The energy feels like it increases in frequency, as I see the sun God Ra, rising. Bask in the energy from Ra, this light bath from Ra, bright sun, ball of energy.

As we end the closing blessing, we bring our hands together in our minds eye or literally, giving thanks and praise, reverence from all that we’ve received from these Divine Ones.

We gather up as a group, as we are ushered out following Horus, walking back out of the chamber down the dark corridor, lit up by torches, we come back through the entrance onto the platform, outside the building. Isis is outside with us, she closes out the session, saying farewell. One by one walking back down the stairs onto the ground of the Earth, following Horus. As a group we take flight with Horus, as He transforms into His falcon form, up into the sky, taking us with Him, He circles in swirls opening up that portal of time and space, we fly with Him back through the spiral.

Now coming back into your body, in this room that we are sitting in where we began this journey process, feeling your body, legs, fingers and toes, breathing freely and easily throughout the body, bringing your awareness back into this 3D reality to reacquaint yourself to this time and space.

Tuesday, February 21, 2017

February '17 Divine Council Journey

Featured Teachers:  Set & Quan Yin

Coming into the meditation, feeling the energy of Horus, the Falcon God of Truth, we prepare ourselves to fly with Him. Off He goes into His Falcon Bird form into the sky, flying in a circular motion, opening up the doorway for us to travel through, opening up a portal.  Allow yourself to go there using your imagination, knowing you are divinely supported.

We come into a different land, it appears to be day time, day light. A desert looking background. We’ve landed on a green grassy patch with a vibrant tree, we stand under the tree with Horus. As a group we follow Him as He leads us over to a clearing, I imagine this is what Egypt looks like, as we walk to a building that looks like a pharaoh head, the mouth is the doorway.

We approach the building walking up the brown stone stairs to the place of entry where we are greeted by Isis, Goddess of Magic and also known as the, Mother Goddess. She has some sort of exchange with Horus, then comes over to the group. She has a golden chord that she is walking around the group with, calibrating us energetically as a group to enter inside to the deity chamber. She circles the group with Her energy and with the energy of the golden chord.  She is wearing a beautiful tiara looking crown, golden with green emerald stones and a ruby looking gem in the middle of the tiara. We receive energy from Isis’ crown, she transmits it to the group before we enter, and places a white petal from a flower in the palm of our right hand before we enter, perhaps a lotus flower petal.

 Isis now enters through the doorway as we follow Her inside with Horus following behind the group. We walk through a torch lit hallway, the walls are made of tan looking stones. We now enter into a chamber to join the rest of the group of deities who await us.

I first see Ganesha with His elephant face and ivory tusks, wearing an orangish, reddish, gown looking wardrobe, holding a golden scepter, to help open the ceremony.

We stand before, Vishnu, His skin color is blue. His cobra snakes around His head are out but relatively neutral in their expression. I notice His golden disc halo outlining His head. In His lower left hand, He holds a lotus flower that He extends out to the group. His mace is held in His lower right hand. In His right upper arm hand, He holds a golden spinning disc, “scepter;” a spinning scepter of sorts. In His upper left hand He holds a conch shell, hearing a horn frequency sound, perhaps from the conch shell. Isis stands off to the left of Vishnu.

Vishnu: “You are divine creators of your own realities. You can awaken to your creations consciously creating all that you wish and desire. It is all right here for you, all you have to do is choose. Your obstacles or what you call obstacles, are also your creations. You choose what you create. It is not done to you, it is done for you. Follow your heart. Get out of the mind. Trust. Trust your intuition that is the mind of the heart, your intuitive Self.”

Now seeing Set, who is showing His teeth. He appears to be a cross between a canine and donkey looking creature, and part man. He has ears like a donkey and a long snout that is kind of canine looking at the same time.  Noticing his teeth sticking out of his mouth, but not in an intimidating way, I hear, “Grin and bear it.” This presentation of Set's message made more sense after the journey in that, when surrounded by chaos and others' fear, 'grin and bear it,' while seeing it through.
Set:  “You always know, its just a matter of tapping into that knowing of what’s true for you.” Not getting caught up in what the external illusion appears to be but coming back to you and what you know deep in your heart. We get so caught up in the external world, we get confused, turn that inside out, come back into your heart and view the world from this place not the other way around from the mind.  I see a visual, of being heart centered, and in doing so, clearing obstacles, creating a clear, concise path.

Set leads us down a hallway, walking with Horus and Isis from the rear of the group, and Maat, the Goddess of Truth, She holds the Feather of Truth, and a golden staff in Her other hand.  Walking down the corridor with Set, it is light where we’re walking but dark in front of us. It seems to relate to how we have to move through life now in the new paradigm, the present moment being all that we know, and what’s in the distance is an unknown. Learning how to trust in what’s right here now to lead us the way instead of basing it off of trying to figure out the future.

We come into, an open grey stone color floor, outdoors, patio like, with a covering over our head, we look out to green grass, with a leafy tree, feels like we are in a stone gazebo of sorts.  We are being joined by Quan Yin, who looks to be dressed in a red colored, flowing gown with pink arm coverings, flowing dress. She sits on giant bean bag looking, pillow. Set stands to the right of Her. We sit before these two Teachers.
Quan Yin:  “Grace. We can be in grace when fear is not present.”  Sounds like she sings a toning melody to the group. “Free as a bird,” kind of like a bird song of sorts. She energetically gives us a reference point for divine grace, what that feels like, we receive a kind of map of from her, for divine grace. Very soft energy, loving, compassion, all the way down to the cellular core. “You are free.” As in, ‘free as a bird.’ “You are loved and you are free. The world you live in is full of chaos and fear, but there is also this other side there you can access, a loving grace that is always there.”  I see a visual: standing in nature, two streams, one is black, representing chaos and fear consciousness, and on the other side, the stream is pinkish and crystal blue water flowing; you can choose which stream you pay attention to, you have the choice. The crystal pinkish blue represents loving grace. 

Set holding a golden looking horn, he has it up to his mouth, playing it, tones coming from it. His message: “Divine ones, you have the power to choose. Wake up to this power within you. You have chosen to be here at this time to discover this in these times of fear, in these times of chaos. Choose your Power, it’s your innate Knowing that you came into this lifetime with. You have access to so much wisdom, you are just barely scratching the surface. So much wisdom that you have carried with you from all your other life lessons from all your other lifetimes. You have this knowledge, it is buried within, but now it’s time for you to access it.”

 Download from Set:  the horn he was playing was a primer for us. Visual:  top of the head, around the crown, is essentially gone. A cosmic egg, seeing top of egg shape coming out of the top of the crown of the head. We receive an activation of the cosmic egg from, Maat tapping the Feather of Truth on top of the egg to remember who we are. “This will direct you in your Divine Knowing. You know the Truth, you always have. Now you can remember more freely, clear the clutter, clear the chaos, it’s all an illusion. This is the Truth right here, this is the All Knowing. This is the Truth of the One of that which you are.”

Next, I see a golden looking hand, that is extended, palm open and facing outward with different kinds of inscriptions on it, hieroglyphs perhaps, ‘hand of man.’ ‘It is the knowing that you have remembered time and time before, so returning to that.' I hear the phrase, “To thine self be true.” Then the golden hand enters through our heart center and core, encoding us with this remembering, all the way down into the Earth’s energy and field. Hearing trumpet like instrument again, and toning from all the deities, Quan Yin, Set, Isis, Horus, and Maat, receiving sound healing to integrate these downloads into our consciousness. After researching this 'golden hand,' I believe it is the Hamsa Hand, that is recognized and used as a sign of protection in many times throughout history, and  has been theorized that its origins lie in Ancient Egypt.
After this download, Isis gathers the group up. Quan yin: “Go in peace, share in your Divine Love, this is your Power, this is your Truth. You are One.”  Set leads the group out as we say good bye to Quan Yin, thanking Her. She says she is happy to provide this lesson here today for us.  We follow Set back through the corridor the way we came, with Isis, Maat and Horus’ quiet presence. We enter back into the original chamber, greeted by, Ganesha and Vishnu with the other deities present.

Thoth, the record keeper of all time, with the resemblance of a blue heron head. Thoth holds His tablature with His version of a pen, a spike kind of thing to His tablature. Perhaps He is noting this experience…. “I am the Keeper of All Records, here to impart the knowledge you have already known.”  He offers a cube looking shape with soft corners, it’s almost holographic looking, I hear, ‘cube of consciousness.’ Thoth drops this cube between the throat and heart chakra.  Isis supports the download with Her energy. ‘Another tool for remembering what you’ve known from other life experiences when you’ve been able to see past the veil of chaos, a tool to help you remember in those moments of fear.’  It feels to have a very calming effect on the nervous system, an upgrade to it, so we can be less reactionary when there is something fear provoking in our outer world.  We can have more of a pause instead of a knee jerk reaction. We can show up more calm when others are fearful, less pulled into other people’s fear.

 Next the group takes part in the, Isis, with Ammit, magic cauldron segment in which any patterns participants want to transmute to a higher consciousness, they can symbolically toss it in Isis' cauldron.

Followed by the Q/A segment, where participants can ask any inquiries to the deities to answer.

Concluding the Q/A portion, now we stand before Vishnu, His snakes are more active, moving around with their snake tongues showing, very active. Krishna, an incarnation of Vishnu, one of His many versions, playing His flute. We receive a blessing from Krishna while He plays flute. The Goddess Lakshmi who is associated with abundance, Her skin color is regular flesh color, long black hair, very beautiful. She is paired with Krishna. Both are connected to Vishnu in their presentation together. A very joyful impression from Lakshmi, “Enjoy your abundance, you have all that you need. There’s no such thing as lack and greed. Look within. You are the answer. I love you.” 

Ganesha blesses us. Vishnu gives final blessing to the group. He feels very happy, “Go forth in your goddess/god version of yourself.”  Ganesha imparts us with His medicine of removing obstacles.

We say good bye and thank you, following Isis and Horus, leaving the chamber, walking back out through the hallway we entered in, coming outside to the entrance where it is still day light. We gather as a group outside the entrance. Isis takes back Her golden chord releasing us as a group. She says, “Good bye and thank you.” Gives us Her blessings, and returns back into the entrance as we follow Horus down the stairs to the ground and take flight with Him. He returns back into his bird falcon form in flight, taking us back through the spiral  of time, back into our 3D-4D and 5D at times, consciousness.

Wednesday, December 28, 2016

May I Have This Dance?

Take a deep breath, a few even, take a moment to breath and connect with it.
Tender times seem to be all around. I am noticing old wounding and trauma coming to the surface within me and with many whom I am in relationship with, family, friends, clients, colleagues, even brief encounters with strangers. Many of us are experiencing great losses of loved ones, relationships, health; deaths of all kinds. It is being reflected in our outer world at large. In 2016, we have seen losses of many great iconic artists in music, and film, tragedies of war in our humanity, unrest worldwide, a pivotal, tumultuous, and revealing, US Presidential election; event after event, kicking up many old wounds and trauma within all of us.  There is a great amount of us in pain, suffering in fear, while there are many whom feel great expansion of love; it is a beautiful spectrum of colors.

We have fought with each other to greater degree over humanitarian and political issues, as the stakes seem to rise. Monumental, personal connections, and relationships have been severed and lost. Friends, lovers, perhaps family members have moved on, going in separate ways. A great big soup of pain stirring out there, among us, with each other. We are all swimming, drowning, and floating in it.

Perhaps we don't agree on grand issues, or differences within our interpersonal relationships. How aware can you be of your own inner wounding that is triggered by the Other, the catalyst? The Other may be a political figure, or it may be your mom, husband, wife, lover, friend, co worker, or even a stranger, teachers and students of every sort. How awake are you, as you feel anger, sadness, and pain?  How long of a moment can you take to connect within and feel what you're experiencing? Really FEEL IT. It hurts. It aches. It consumes. It wants. It hides. It runs. It distracts. It blames. It cries, and yells. It can shake, and it can plead for you to pay attention to it, to love and have compassion for it, and the Other.  Or, you can turn away from that pain that's deep inside, and look outward to cast it away, on to the Other, only for it to return again, from another, Other.

How transparent you are coincides with how deeply you allow to feel what's triggered inside, own it, and love that fearing, doubting, hurting part of you that just wants your loving attention, to be seen, assured, and to be guided. That Other you are experiencing, is just working through their wounding and healing too, reflecting it back. We are having a dance with each other. A grand waltz of inner and outer transformation.

We have our defenses, the ways in which we protect ourselves from hurting. Maybe its expressed in a need to be right, or a lashing out; instead of just being with our wound, instead of projecting it onto the catalyst that brought our consciousness to the unconscious wounding that's bubbling up.

We all have experienced loss in our lives. Losses of all kinds. As I write this, I feel a vulnerability, hurting and healing heart, beating.  It is tender, it's raw, and it is loving at the same time. When I am able to be present here, it is salvation, there is clarity and grace. The last few years have been a time of exponential growth felt through varying degrees of pain and love.  2016 has been a douse, laced with highs, while intensifying as we move into, 2017. We are growing and evolving.

It seems we are going through the washer right now, collectively, as a human race, broadcasting it within our inner circles.  We are doing this together as, One Mind and Heart, while seemingly separate, simultaneously. We are in an overhaul of healing, at a time like never before in our evolution in human consciousness. Despite the outer and inner chaos, It is all OK. We are All OK. We are Remembering who we Are. We have just forgotten at times while in this pain.

But we can wake each other up in loving grace, we can do it together by loving the pain within ourselves first, creating a greater opening for compassion to give to our self and to the Other, our outer, faithful dance partners. This is the grand awakening I am experiencing, as I sift through lost dear ones from break ups, deaths, or through some tragedy. Life is full of intrigue, suspense, drama, comedy, romance! How good can you dance in these genres, with yourself, and with Others?

We are all dancing the same songs in different ways. We stumble, trip over our own feet, stub a toe, or a foot, step on our dance partner's shoes, or even take a fall to the floor in a big face first swan dive. Or some of us may be quite light on our feet, have a few moves to show and share to make a more graceful dance movement through the song, no matter how off kilter it may be. And of course, we get to experience fun dance partners that dip and spin us, show us the ballroom in great thrilling delight. The dance and the partner experiences vary, we get to choose and learn the next dance after mastering the last one, some come easier than others.  The Dance is the Mystery of what we call, life.

You are not alone. I am with you as I am experiencing something similar. Aware or not, Divine Beings and God, are always present in their loving support for you. The people you are connected to, are with you, no matter the current state of the relationship, you are eternally connected, experiencing the same expressions through different dances. Underneath the pain, fear, anger, sadness, or regret, is Love. Pure Love. This is the open, clear pasture in my heart I am feeling now, as I write these words. To come to this open space in my heart, I acknowledge my pain and hurt feelings. Acknowledge and account for my responsibility in the dance, and love myself through the loss(es). I become more conscious of my pain and awaken to love, free to move more gracefully because the illusion of being without is dissolved, the outer reality is temporary.

We experience loss in every moment because we are continuously evolving into a new form, huge or minute. It's all the same outcome, just different ways of getting there, expressed through pain or bliss. And, when we've explored and spent time enjoying this new pasture of clarity, peace, and joy, we find ourselves in after a healing, we begin another learning path, and dance our way to the next pasture of beginning a new but familiar dance lesson. Beginnings and endings, are one in the same, both involve pain and pleasure, arriving to them.  If you align in the design of reincarnation, this is our soul's purpose that we chose before our embodiment, expressed through the personality, and shaping of our choosing; then during it, as we learn to play the cards we have drawn, dancing our way through it.

I love you so much because I feel this loving connection deep in my heart, from my soul self. It is unconditional pure Loving Truth that fills me up and provides all of what I need to heal the wounding that returns me to this great Loving compassion. When I'm not tripping over my personality's desires that are not in alignment with the soul's love, I am able to let go much more gracefully, not afraid of loss because I can turn to this Love for healing, I am never really alone, even if the outer illusion seems so. From this conscious Love, I am able to turn to my, 'loving adult self,' as I term it, that has taken years of healing to be transformed from, 'wounded child parts,' within the personality.  It is never ending, like peeling an onion, each time getting a little better with the dance, as another layer of a hurtful pattern is played out with myself, and with the Other.

If I have acted in ways to you that have been hurtful, unloving, unkind, or unforgiving, I am sorry. I truly am, and I may stumble again, but hopefully not to the same degree as before. Like you, I am doing the best I can, as I figure it out, waking up along the way, trying to get it 'right.' And I know you are doing your best too; I love and forgive you for it. It's an ongoing process, until we die.  A process of awakening to Love in whatever way that serves us best of our conscious or unconscious choosing.

So, cheers to you, and cheer's to me. Here's to pain, here's to love. They both serve us, and we serve each other in learning through our connection. I love you even if we don't see eye to eye, or no longer share the dance floor with each other, or are currently, clumsy dance partners. One way or another, you have been a catalyst for me to discover a new found love with in myself that brings me to heal my pain, and love more deeply then before. You lead me to the next dance partner(s) to learn another swan song of love for me to experience.

Blessings. I love you, and I thank you for this dance. You are never alone. We are all in this life time together and it is all temporary. Nothing lasts forever, except for our eternal connection with God, to our Self, and eternally to each other. Until we meet again, and again, and again.

Friday, December 16, 2016

12/16 Divine Council Journey

Before going into this journey, I had the impression from Vishnu and direct focus of it from Him as, "Understanding Compassionate Truth."  Rather timely teaching given the acute turmoil amongst us, post election of, Donald Trump.

This journey travel with, Horus, brought us to a building that looked like it was in the shape of a pharaoh head with the entrance entering into it. Or a building that looked similar to the Sphinx of sorts. I interpret the building depiction as possibly representative of man.

Outside the entrance, we were greeted by Isis, as usual, and saw her with a primitive tool that looked like it had a wooden handle and a blade at one end. Something like the two tools on the left in the image below.  I had never seen her holding such an object; after reflection post journey, it may of been symbolic of a 'leveling tool' for her prepping us before entering the chamber with, The Council. She also placed a small diamond in our third eye, while transmitting some sort of energy through her ice blue color eyes into ours.  Once she finished with us, we then followed, Horus, into the building.

Now in the chamber, we first, as always, came before, Lord Vishnu, for His opening blessing upon us.  He began moving all of his arms, they were very active in motion, holding the lotus, mace, chakra sphere, and conch. I had never seen all four of Vishnu's arms be active at once. Lots of energy from Him, along with high sound frequencies. During this segment, I also saw the stringed instrument of, Sarasvati, and Her lighter peach color skin. First time I had seen her in a journey,. Her name meaning is, "one who leads to essence of self knowledge," from post internet research. 
After the opening blessing from Vishnu and Sarasvati, Vishnu showed me His image in multiple mirror images, with the message that we are the same but with different and multiple reflections and preferences.  All the infighting among us of these perceived differences are a distraction from the Truth that we are all the same, just have different expressions and preferences of it.

Set then came forward concurring with Vishnu's point of the fighting we do with each other is pointless since we are essentially fighting over the same thing, caught up in how it may look different from the other, but is the same thing, just varying preferences, but there is Truth at the core level.  He depicted two people each standing in their own circle of light, signifying their own individuality/beliefs, etc. and how we can 'respectively' touch our circle with someone else's but not enter their circle, or try to pull them into ours. Respect each other's circles without having to convince or fight about it. Anubis then came forward and took us into a cosmic void, until I saw a white light through the void travel.

A male figure came through this white light that felt like it was, Source. As the figure became more clear, He looked like an elder, bald man, with a big white beard, dressed in a white robe.  It was, Melchizedek, 'God of Light.' He opened up, "The Book of Life," before us, which is also referred to as the, Akashic records.
I believe we received a healing to the cellular/DNA level with this download from, 'The Book of Life,' for all the wars of man though out time.   Melchizedek also identified Himself as, "I am the Father, the Son, and Holy Spirit, a version of this."  Giving another message of, Oneness, that is expressed in multiple ways, depicting the same thing. But we get caught up in who can refer to themselves as this Trinity, some would argue that title is only reserved for, Jesus Christ. There are many depictions and versions from what the deities have shown me in many of these journeys.

After the segment with, Melchizedek, Anubis dropped what looked like a clear light bulb into the space between our heart and throat chakra. My impression was that this download was a calibration to our inner Light/Truth, a reference point for us to remember when in a state of righteousness. Anubis then took us back to the chamber with, The Council. We then did the usual transmutation cauldron segment with Isis and Ammit, followed by the Q/A portion with the deities, to answer our personal and general inquiries.

We closed with a final blessing from Vishnu that I experienced through high frequencies of energy from his conch.  After, we were escorted out of the chamber with Horus, Isis, Set, and Anubis. We gave thanks, and Horus brought us back to our 3D plane of existence, ending the journey session.

Monday, September 19, 2016

Sept. '16 Divine Egyptian Council Journey

This journey featured teachers, Thoth and Quan Yin, in the lesson of manifesting the soul's desires, or Divine Purpose.  It is also the first one that I audio recorded, so check for the mp3 in it's entirety to be available at, ! This blog post is the 'dream' as recalled without listening to the recording to preserve a natural essence.

When we landed into the plane of existence after traveling with, Horus to, Meet with The Divine Egyptian Council, He took us to a pyramid structure, in the dark of the night. We walked up some stairs to the entrance, where we were met by Anubis, holding his Ankh, and Isis, who placed a pedaled pink flower in each of our hands, and put a golden headband around each of our heads, before entering the structure.  We then followed Horus and Isis into the chamber, with Anubis following the group inside to the rest of The Council, who were waiting for us.                  
We then came before Vishnu, He blessed us with his energy, along with Krishna, playing his magical flute. Monkey God, Hanuman, whom, had not joined a Council session before, offered his energy to the group for help in bringing 'puzzle pieces together.' Followed with, Blue Tara, whom was also making a first appearance, to help in the gentle removal of obstacles.  I was not very familiar with either of these deities, I was not sure in my identification of Blue Tara, at first, since I had not encountered her before- she felt like a softer version of Kali, and thought maybe she was Lakshmi, after seeing imagery of gold coins, but didn't quite seem like Lakshmi, especially since this Goddess was blue skinned, so I believe it was actually Blue Tara after matching how she appeared in my mind's eye with images from the internet, and reading about her significance, that seemed to coincide with the journey theme, along with her appearance with, Hanuman, as they are known to work together. The image of the gold coins, I believe is the message that you are worthy to receive great abundance, and do, when obstacles of fear and anger are removed. Curiously, I was feeling irritable coming into this journey session, and also heard from other participants feeling similar, so perhaps Hanuman and Blue Tara showed up to help us in moving through the undercurrent of anger.
After this opening greeting and blessings from these deities, we then followed Thoth, Isis, and Anubis, up a large open ascending spiral, stone staircase, into another chamber that took us to, Quan Yin.
We came before Quan Yin, who held a vase, that had energy coming out of it. She explained that the vase represents the form that our manifesting energy takes when we create something, but the vase is only but an illusion because it can be destroyed. Everything returns back into the energy from which it was created.  She then held a lotus flower in her hands, it was yellow, with pink highlights on the petals. The impression from her was that the lotus represented the soul's desire, it is the True essence to your Purpose. We each held this lotus from Quan Yin in our hands, as she spoke about it. Thoth then began scribing on his tablet in some sort of code. I saw metal plates for each of us with this code on it that is the encoding of our soul true divine purpose that we chose to fulfill coming into this lifetime. It was as if Thoth had now uncovered this 'soul plate' in our consciousness to remind us, and now have a reference to look upon when we feel lost. We then dropped the lotus flower download from Quan Yin and Thoth into our heart centers, as the seeds of compassion in finding our way to fulfill our life's purpose.  Compassionate Desire In Action, activation!

After the activation with Quan Yin and Thoth, Nefretiti came in to share her graceful beautiful energy to use when manifesting desires. Such a BEAUTIFUL feminine energy and deity! She circled the group several times with her energy, with the message of, "grace is beauty allowing to unfold, without force."

After the segment with, Nefretiti, Osiris appeared. He healed us of wounding from our fathers, and offered His unconditional, loving support, as the Divine Father, and that we can align in His Fatherly pure loving energy and support, "Let Him be the Father figure you never had," was a message I heard from Him. He also allowed us to give Him our fears that have been inhibiting us from our True potential, to just give them all over to Him, like a child looks to do with their father when frightened.  It was a very loving patriarchal healing, and nice follow up from July's Council Journey when we received a wonderful healing of motherly wounds from, Mother Mary. (See July blog entry)

Once we finished with Osiris, we then followed, Isis, Thoth, and Anubis back down the stone stairway, to return into the chamber with, The Council.  We then did the cauldron transmutation segment of personal patterns, relationships, situations, with Isis and Ammit. After everyone dropped their personal pattern into Isis's magic cauldron, we then moved into the Q/A segment for the group to ask their questions to, The Council.

Upon closing the Q/A session, a form of Buddha appeared, and I heard, "Bodhisattva." The group then received a golden sphere download that dropped through the crown of our heads down into our core, emitting golden energy that then dispersed throughout the body, radiating outwardly into our auras.

Once that download was complete, I heard celebratory horn trumpet like instruments being sounded, and we said good bye and gave thanks to the deities, and exited the chamber with Isis, Anubis, and Horus.  Horus then took us back to the 3D plane of reality, from which we came from.

This journey seems to of upgraded us in Remembering our Divine Purpose, and removing obstacles to fulfilling it.  Each member had their Purpose revealed to them in their consciousness, and now can reference back to the energy of this journey to invoke inspired action when feeling stifled. The compassionate lotus seed download from Quan Yin will provide us more gentleness in our process of discerning our way, and opening our capacity to love ourselves more fully as well as extending this love to others.

Friday, July 22, 2016

First Divine Council Mtg Oct '15

The following description is from my initial handwritten journal entry after the very first journey group session we did.  It was The Council's full introduction to me, and the group who were present. It was in, June 2015, when it became clear that I was to begin connecting groups of people to experience the deity energy that I had been working with since, 2012.  My process began during a healing treatment I was receiving from a colleague in, 2012, when, Horus, spontaneously first appeared to me. I/we did not know who he was at that time- he looked like Hawkman from Superfriends. I later researched who I had seen in my mind's eye during the healing, and discovered the being was, Horus. From then on, periodically over the next three years, when I would be receiving a healing session with a colleague facilitating it, Egyptian based deities would come through, along with other Saints, and deities from various backgrounds, giving me upgrades/downloads/blessings in my consciousness. It seemed like different Initiation Rites they were taking me through, but I did not understand why they were coming to me, until after a final 'graduation' ceremony in, June 2015, when they called me their, "Anointed One," and, "Chosen One," (I believe I am, "A" Chosen One, I've been told there are 250+ others like me on the planet who have also been "chosen" by them to bring their energies/wisdom through to humanity now).  Following that session, I had a revelation that I was to be their ambassador to connect groups of people to their energies and teachings.  I planned my first group session to take place in, October 2015, not knowing exactly what to expect, but trusting Horus and company, would take me and the group to another plane of reality to meet with them. Talk about trust your intuition!  Enjoy these impressions of our first, Divine Egyptian Council Meeting, below:

As every journey begins, Horus, is by my side energetically, before going into the trance state. I can feel His presence every time, in his man-bird form. He takes flight in my mind's eye as His falcon self, I hear His falcon shrills, as I watch Him fly in a circular clockwise motion to open the 'veil' or 'worm hole,' for us to travel through.  After traveling through, the next imagery I see is what looks to be, The Temple of Luxor, and it was new looking. We walk up some stairs with Horus leading us through two big stone doors that open, to enter the chamber where the rest of, The Council, is waiting for us.


We first come before, Vishnu, the "headmaster."  He blessed us with the Light of Unity consciousness.  Then each deity, one by one, step forward and introduces their self.  Set, is to the left of Vishnu; Anubis on the right of Vishnu; next to Set, is Ammit; Isis next to Anubis; Osiris next to Ammit; Thoth next to Osiris; Maat next to Isis; and, Horus, who stands with myself and our group. Plus, there was a 'royal' scribe which appeared as human- no shirt, with a bottom tunic, wearing jewelry, straight shoulder length black hair, with Egyptian eye make up.

   Royal scribe 

After the introductions, Osiris was holding a cosmic egg or seed that was downloaded to each group member.  I believe the seed of higher Sacred Purpose.  Isis had golden thread that Maat connected the group to for connection with, The Council.  I saw some sort of scroll with code on it written in gold.  Perhaps the Sea Scroll.


In the next segment, a cauldron appeared with orange flames for us to through an 'issue' in for transmutation.  I instructed the group to make their 'issue' into a symbol to toss into the cauldron. Isis and Ammit did magic over the cauldron, Isis chanting with, Ammit, there to eat any ego parts that were hindering to us.  After that, we moved to the Q/A session with the rest of, The Council.  Set answered most, along with Anubis, Vishnu.

Next, The Council, downloaded a pyramid with a diamond in the middle of it.  The pyramid then dropped in the middle of the group and started spinning, reflecting Light like a disco ball, around to all of us.  Then we were bathed/cleansed in white Light; the throat, third eye, and solar plexus chakras getting the download.  Then two cosmic cobras came in with a solidifying bite to each group participant.  Once this process was complete, the energy settled down, and it was time to exit the chamber with Horus, and return back to our 3D time space continuum.

Those in attendance reported feeling intense energies and enjoying the journey. After this journey, it occurred to me that perhaps the cobra snake symbolism seen on Egyptian pharaohs' head dresses derive from, Vishnu's cobras...? It is man who has labeled the many different Gods & Goddesses into cultural and religious origins, not the deities, whom are just different expressions of GOD, and appear to all team together to help us Remember who we Truly are.